Libido does not decrease during depression. It in fact remains very present. It is rather the occupied space in the mind that leaves no room for intimacy to even exist. Shushing my thoughts for a slight slice of seventh heaven. Absolutely impossible to imagine. I have been like a widow wearing black for a year without a husband to grieve. I will undress for pleasure when my heart can once again listen to lyrics without further damage. Until then, the plug from the radio will remain pulled.